Start of New/Third Decade of my Life

over 8 years ago

The first two decades of my life were cursed, chaotic, filled with many injustices and my potenial poisoned. Many things were out of my control and the things that were I didn’t have enough wisdom at the time and life skills to handle things effectively.

I am at the start of the beginning of another decade, the third installment of my life. I don’t feel hopeful after the first two decades. I don’t have any family and friends, no prospects for any type of change. In fact, right now the cards are stacked against me.

1. Will L* ever experience any type of consequences for their reign of hell over the past two decades? Or will L* remain unscathed from their lifelong pursuit to make me suffer?

2. My life since birth has seemed am cursed- literally. I am met with antagonist at every corner, everything my hand touches tarnishes, people dislike me and oppose but have even admitted no basis “they just didn’t” or some never questioned why. Making it hard to try to appease them. My abusers have had favor over me and lorded it in my face. One in particular us ruthlessly cruel and a Christian and claims God’s confirmation of favor on them is the fact they haven’t been held accountable worse that they manipulated the situation against me successfully. They did.

I get the feeling I must have been a horrible person in my past life, like Hitler or worse and now that I have become a good person in this incarnation I am getting hit every day of my existence heaps of curses upon my life as punishment for my past incarnations.

If it isn't this I just don't know. Other people have noticed my usual bad luck. I am not exaggerating. When other people literally look at the unusual amount of bad fortune then then turn away confused and saddened something is wrong....wrong with my existence. I don't even believe in past lives but since there is no logical reason I resorted to that explanation. When things have been this odd and you suffered like I have your mind goes into fight or flight trying to bring calm clarity to feel some type of control. I honestly don't know why my life has been under a curse since birth. I just know if past lives do exist I am getting it right, a good person this incarnation yet it seems I suffer more than most and can't change the times of my life.

I know everyone has antagonist and bad luck every now and again. Every life has tribulations but this is persistent constant unusual amount over decades is getting ridiculous. I have tried to figure it out and can’t. Curses are real. I am living proof.

Why and is this some extra dimensional curse- life punishment from the universe so it can’t be unlifted? If it can’t be lifted I at least want to know why. To suffer in the way I have after so many years and know I am a good person….to not know why is putting salt in the wound.

over 8 years ago
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Angel of Lights (angel_of_lights)

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