The Path Im Going Down

over 7 years ago

My name is alexiah im from Los Angeles CA and ever since i can remember i have had a rough childhood & at only 13 i got pregnant and now im 18 with 3 children and im currently in a relationship with the father of my kids and it is a toxic relationship. I have been thru so much as a child and im still currently am. I have ben thru abuse , being abandoned , domestic violence , drug abuse , etc and the list goes on. i suffer from depression and anxiety aswell and i dont knw the path im going down in. I really dont know which path to take in life because im afraid of failure as i have never achieved anyrhing and been told over and over that i wouldnt ever do anything in life and i believe its true. I am unlucky at everything i do even if i try my best to accomplish something and i really dont know why. Is this how my life is going to be? Am i ever gonna have a happy life and a good love life??

over 7 years ago

Hello, Please come in and let me help you to see what the spirit show what path should you take and have a good further and career and happiness in your life . I will give you full accurate insight and details . I will give you the truth and much more . You are worth it and your destiny is open for you and your children . Come in for a reading and chat . Blessings

over 7 years ago

Your success is being held back by fear.

There are lies your father figure told you that you believed and you have held this through your life.

I really want to help you- I can feel your soul’s energy and have connected to its buried anger and regret but I see you are quite powerful. lets help you get this back.

please send me a message to connect, they are free

over 7 years ago
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Psychic Alinaa (psychicalinaa)

1698 posts

Hi dear, I see you are in so much painful and pathetic situation and want a real love relationship and a true life partner who will give you respect and fill your life with his Love.Join me I will help you and guide you towards the right path of your happiness.

over 7 years ago
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*~+Love Specialist Lauren +~* (reunite_lovers)

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Hello dear, I am psychic Lauren. Of course there’s happiness for you, but it’s a journey. You have a beautiful soul and you definitely need help to let go of your past, let go of your negativity. Come chat with me for more info! I have a special going on; $20 for 10 minutes.

over 7 years ago

@TheGoldenOracle I Just Messeged You.

over 7 years ago
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Javi (javi85)

268 posts

Alexiah you are so young. Do not listen to whoever told you that you will not accomplish anything in your life. For the love of your children don’t stay in an abusive relationship.

over 7 years ago

@Javi i know but all my life i have been told nothing but bad things. My mom was a teen mom at the age of 14 aswell and everybody would tell me i was gonna follow in her in her foot steps and not accomplish anything and everybody was right … Not once have i accomplished and achieved anything in life :( I always feel as im a dissapointment to everybody . I try leaving my relationship but its hard and i just end up stying outta fear and because when you believe in your heart that a person can change especially when that person is your first love and has been the only man you loved so i stay and i stay for my kids as well i dont want them growing up without us all together as a family :(

over 7 years ago
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Javi (javi85)

268 posts

Your mom is my age. Believe me you are making a big mistake by staying in that abusive relationship. Children learn what they see from parents so they will imitate what you guys are doing in a future and the vicious cycle will go on. I am not telling you what to do but if you love your children you will do what is best for them.

over 7 years ago

Abusive relationships are a tricky situation to leave- especially when you feel that you cannot just end up homeless or back with the same patterns as before as well—theres a lot hes done for you but the obligation is not healthy in a relationship. I responded to you dear when you have time.

over 7 years ago

@theGoldenOracle i just feel really guilty even though hes done so much things to me and i hate that i feeo guilty and always go back because of that. And okay i just replied (:

over 7 years ago
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over 7 years ago
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over 7 years ago

@Brokenandblue thank you so much (: It really means alot to me (:

over 7 years ago

I’m no psychic, but I too have been through a lot of what you went through. You are a child of God, you deserve to be treated with kindness and respect. Don’t take any BS from anyone. You have to realize that u deserve to be loved and respected and don’t tolerate anything less. Be strong for your kids. Break the cycle so that your kids will not wind up going through the same things you did. The universe will have your back.

over 7 years ago

@Danisocha thank you it means alot to me (: My Mom went thru the same thing & i would see how miserable she was and unhappy but she still kept going back. she put up with it for 13-14 years And then she finally decided she couldnt take it no more and finally moved on but once she moved on my 3 brothers hated her for that and left her and went to go live with there dad. She hasnt seen them in over 6 years and everyday that passes it kills her and i see how much it hurts her and how she cries :( I Think Im just scared that if i do leave my kids father that my kids will do the same :(

over 7 years ago
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over 7 years ago
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TantraPsychic (tantrapsychic)

378 posts

OMG i Can feel that.. I am sorry that you are going through all this..

Please call me if you feel a honest psychic reading can help you.

over 7 years ago

Hello there,I would like to help you in your situation,you can chat with me now.Love and Light.George

over 7 years ago
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Javi (javi85)

268 posts

Alexiah your kids will not blame you as long as their father is in their lives. You are very pretty so you will have no problem finding a better prospect. Good luck!

over 7 years ago

@javi But thats the thing hes my first love & the only man i ever loved and its hard fr me to be with another man , im scared to move on. I feel so guilty but my bf has cheated on me so many times and it hurts me and i try leaving and moving on but somehow i end up believing his lies he tells me about him really changing and i end up going back :( i guess i just have hope that maybe one day he will change :(

over 7 years ago
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Javi (javi85)

268 posts

Alexiah a person never changes. Only a really bad situation makes a person change. Once a cheater always a cheater. I have had two great loves in my 31 years on this planet. I have yet to find a lady that is worth of taking things to the next level. But I definitely know that begging for love and staying in a bad relationship is not the answer. I do not have kids so maybe I do not fully understand your situation. But trust me you are doing more hard than good to yourself and kids by staying in a relationship that has no future.

over 7 years ago
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over 7 years ago
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Javi (javi85)

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Broken, Alexiah is very young so she is afraid of changes. But this is in her best interest and her kids. An abusive parent is in no way a good example for a kid.

over 7 years ago
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